4 months people!! I can't believe it's been 4 MONTHS!!!! OMGollygeewhiz!! And what a battle those months have been. But I wouldn't change it or have it any other way. These have been hard earned, and I will display every battle scar with pride!
I have lost a total of 17.6 lbs. And as of 3/10/13, a total of 12.75+ inches. :)
Here's a few pics of the progress:
October 2012
January 2013
February 2013
March 2013
It's proof I'm gettin' some AWESOME curves! lol There are pics for Nov/Dec 2012, but, uh, you don't wanna see 'em. I promise. :)
And today, today is the day I see how far/how long I can run. I'm sticking with my half mile, as I still haven't hit a mile on the treadmill yet. But I am excited to see if my endurance has changed. :) This is my personal challenge to myself. To become a runner. Not because I like it, but because I want to prove to myself that I have the determination, dedication and desire to finish and pursue this journey to a new, healthier me.
And because I wanna have amazing legs like Desirree H. and Debbie G. Hell, I'd just like thinner legs! lol Oh hell. Just gimme smaller thighs and I'll be happy! :) I don't care about the thigh gap. I'd just like not so many dimples! lol
NSVs:
1. Running on the treadmill...and looking good while doing it. I meant form, people, FORM!!! haha
2. Running .17 mi dist above where I was at last month. :) Our (meaning trainer & I) goal is to get me to run 1 mile straight on the treadmill before I try to take it to the park.And die. A miserable, slow death. And continue to work from there. I enjoy running. I'm getting to like running. It's getting easier to run. No, those are all lies. I still don't like running. And it's not getting easier. It just gets harder. Because I keep pushing myself. So, I still don't like it. But it's becoming therapeutic. Running has allowed me to empty my mind of all the distractions and focus on one issue at a time. As I pound the hell out of my fat. You should totally see my fat jiggle. ;)
3. Doing the Run/Walk...and trying not to get freaked out and saying, SCREW IT ALL! May is coming oh so close!!
4. Even on my worst weeks, I get up, dig in, and continue this journey. Doesn't matter how much I work out, or how little. What matters right now is that I'm choosing to get up, rather than staying down!!
5. Gaining confidence in who I am. And slowly liking the way my body is now. THIS...this is HUGE!! I'm not where I need to be, or where I want to be, but it's lovely to FINALLY look in the mirror, and begin to say to myself, "I'm looking pretty good!", as I notice my brand new curves. :)
6. Clothing. sizes. OMGollygeewhizz!! It's so lovely to be able to see and note differences...and have others notice it as well. More notice, people, more notice!! haha
7. Spiritual differences. I'm more focused on my faith, on Him, on how He's transforming my heart, soul, mind and spirit, than I am focused on a specific "program of weight loss". Which I have none. Here's my program, calories in, calories out. Eat healthy, in moderation and MOVE!!
I have lost a total of 17.6 lbs. And as of 3/10/13, a total of 12.75+ inches. :)
Here's a few pics of the progress:
October 2012
February 2013
March 2013
It's proof I'm gettin' some AWESOME curves! lol There are pics for Nov/Dec 2012, but, uh, you don't wanna see 'em. I promise. :)
And today, today is the day I see how far/how long I can run. I'm sticking with my half mile, as I still haven't hit a mile on the treadmill yet. But I am excited to see if my endurance has changed. :) This is my personal challenge to myself. To become a runner. Not because I like it, but because I want to prove to myself that I have the determination, dedication and desire to finish and pursue this journey to a new, healthier me.
And because I wanna have amazing legs like Desirree H. and Debbie G. Hell, I'd just like thinner legs! lol Oh hell. Just gimme smaller thighs and I'll be happy! :) I don't care about the thigh gap. I'd just like not so many dimples! lol
NSVs:
1. Running on the treadmill...and looking good while doing it. I meant form, people, FORM!!! haha
2. Running .17 mi dist above where I was at last month. :) Our (meaning trainer & I) goal is to get me to run 1 mile straight on the treadmill before I try to take it to the park.
3. Doing the Run/Walk...and trying not to get freaked out and saying, SCREW IT ALL! May is coming oh so close!!
4. Even on my worst weeks, I get up, dig in, and continue this journey. Doesn't matter how much I work out, or how little. What matters right now is that I'm choosing to get up, rather than staying down!!
5. Gaining confidence in who I am. And slowly liking the way my body is now. THIS...this is HUGE!! I'm not where I need to be, or where I want to be, but it's lovely to FINALLY look in the mirror, and begin to say to myself, "I'm looking pretty good!", as I notice my brand new curves. :)
6. Clothing. sizes. OMGollygeewhizz!! It's so lovely to be able to see and note differences...and have others notice it as well. More notice, people, more notice!! haha
7. Spiritual differences. I'm more focused on my faith, on Him, on how He's transforming my heart, soul, mind and spirit, than I am focused on a specific "program of weight loss". Which I have none. Here's my program, calories in, calories out. Eat healthy, in moderation and MOVE!!
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